18.4.11
School officially starts on monday-18april. And im being told to report punctually to school at 9am.
I have no idea why,ive started to have mixed feeling. Yes,im still excited for the start of school life because i have ‘stopped’ studying for a period of time ever since Os ended. My brain cells are all frozen now,i have no idea whether they are still working not. I hope yes,and i suppose i need them to be as active as they can be. Time to start groping down tubs of raisins. OH! Talking about raisins,i just had them today with yoghurt today! Cause i haven’t had them for so long! Was craving for it. hurhur.
On the other hand,im feel so insecure and lack of assurance. I have no idea whats gonna happen on monday. And up to this point i know NONE of my coursemates. It’s totally like being thrown to a remote,unfamiliar place where everyone around you are strangers. Im trying to stay as strong as i could,and praying that i would meet nice people there. I really wish it would be like that. 
With the official start of school,as for me,everyone is being separated to a different place,goals to achieve and paths to walk in life. I will reallyreally miss my classmates. And not forgetting my ladies. I hope school work doesn’t suffocated us till the extend that we’ll lose contact. Im sure,we’ll still keep in contact. Just that we’re not seeing each other that often anymore. I wish them all the best,and they will really be missed by me. Hearts all of them. XOXO.
kinship
How did you spend your weekend?
Oh well,i stayed home the whole day except dinning out for dinner w family. And mostly what i did was housework,and guiding my sis with her studies. (which drives me crazy! urgh.) I think im more kia-su or rather even more nervous than she is-that she’s gona have national exams next year,and mid-year is just around the corner. Frankly speaking,i think she’s lucky to have ME. Taking the role of mum&dad when their not home. *flips hair proudly* HAHA!
and today,after reading one of my fav blogger post. It makes me come to a point where i think..life is so fragile. She lost one of her kins just a few days ago. Im not close with her nor her kins. But i felt connected and immediately eyes became teary while reading her post. She lost her maternal grandma. :’(
I have come to a sense where i wanna spend more time with my kins whenever i have the free time or so. In a more realistic way of saying/aspect,you will not know what happens in the future. Or rather,tomorrow. So,make the effort to have a dinner together? or maybe a call,it would make someone’s day better. As for me,i always believe small little actions will be more than enough to cheer someone up,and to brighten a day of someone.
So..how is your relationship with your kins? Did you make a visit/call?
”From the bottom of my heart,to beatrice maternal granny-
rest in peace.”
hope~~
Im starting to feel a little scared for school,but eggcited at the same time! As for now,i have no friends who went into the same course as me. But yeap,same school there is. It will be a brand new environment,people,teachers,and studying method. I hope i’ll be able to get used to everything after school starts. *HOPE HOPE HOPE* My mind goes wild whenever im too free. and eventually having fear of this and that. geeeeez!
Well..well..well. I shall hope it’ll be a fun place to be with wonderful friends,people and lecturers?
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Its good to have a close friend. Whom you’ll name her BFF. It reflects how different she is to other close friend of yours to you.
I have…not met mine. I suppose everyone has their own mindset,own way of thinking. But for me,i do believe that being alone is sometimes is good. How do you see your friends? Thats the only question.
Officially free from work! :)
credits: feel free by Atreja (devianart)
Yes Yes,im officially free from work yesterday. Its was my last day of work @Sourmilk!
I worked for them for about up to 3months i suppose? I joined on january this year. What can i say about this job? Mmm.. quite easy job. Cause there isn’t much stuffs you’ve got to learn,but it’s not that kinda standing there and get paid job. You’ve got to make yoghurt mix PLUS explaining to customers how our shop concept works and stuff. But other than that,nothing else. Oh ya! Meeting some strange customers and some typical arragon type is very normal. And that’s a good experience for me.
Boss wise..if you guys follow me on twitter. You’ll know a little about how our boss treat us. I think their way of scheduling work is getting WORST! I suppose their main idea was to SAVE COST. But i can understand that,cause if i were to be them i may do something similar too. Which was to ask one person to complete two persons job. in short-form 2 in 1. LOL! But i would say,in some ways they are nice to talk to and good in some ways. So it’s not bad too
whatever,now im free from work. What i concern now is my paycheck! (sounded so realistic-.-) I needa save some,and i need do shopping. and apparently im still figuring out a way of doing that.
Quite a few of upcoming events for me in the following days,and im kinda look forward to! 
Ultimately..
Talking about today,i saw my primary school friend. And if i didn’t remembered wrongly,his name is wilson. He didn’t change at all. But i suppose he couldn’t recognize me. Or maybe he didn’t dare to say ‘Hello’. I still remembered that i met him once at jurongpoint bus interchange 2years ago? I was sitting for Nlevels that year,same for him. And we had a small conversation about our lives and stuff. It was really nice to know how your primary school friends are doing and STILL they remembered you.
Through today…it kept me pondering for a whole day. Will i still be in contact with the list of friends im having now? I would say,It’s hard to say. You will not know what happen in the future. Not talking about how advance technology is today-handphones,emails,facebook etc. Not many will ask you out for like..a meal together?
As for now,i think i have already lost some contact from my classmates. But ive been trying to know how they are doing and which school they went. Everyone has they own busy life and list of things to be done,so it can’t be blame i guess?
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Im apparently quite satisfied with my life now. Though work stuff is getting a little haywire,and a little off track. Got accused and whats more? Screwed up schedule? it made me feel like quitting straight away and get my last paycheck from them. 
and for school,im actually quite excited! I can’t wait to study!! Oh well…i know i seem to be quite desperate and abnormal but i think its due to the long-term no assignment days it became a syndrome?
life
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Alright,i was supposed to post this about a week ago. But i forgot about it. and left this draft till now. (my god) oh well…here it is!
It has been very long since i last sat down to have a nice chit-chat session with mum&dad. It was always very nice to be able to talk to both of them about what ive been going through. As for me,they are just like my best friends whom i could go to,to pour all my sorrows and have part of my joyousness ive had, shared with them. Needless to say,they’re my loved ones♥
After talking to them,i realize how cruel and heartless this civilian world is. In this civilian world,there are different kinds of people. Some may give you a hand,to help you promote. Similarly,there will also be people who chose to be a backstepper,reporting all unpleasant things behind your back. Or even put words into your mouth. and that is enought to tharsh your image and impression of those who had about you.
Why can’t people just be…good and fair? Whats the use of doing such things,i bet you will not feel good even if you did.
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4march. 
See the two awesome young ladies beside me? Its was great to see them both! Although our meetup was short but it was good enough.
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Had Ham,cheese,egg crepes for dinner. Its from SayBon,and ive got to say its AWESOME AND VERYVERY DELICIOUS. Its a french cuisine? Located at plaza-sin basement. You guys have to try. Worth it!
and i received my enrollment letter already!!!! hurhur. Wad kinda worried that Mr postman might have lost my mail or something. I felt so relived when i saw it lying in my mailbox. hee!
Lots of things got to be done,and i suppose im gona be real busy with meetups,upcoming events and work. Not forgetting shopping to be done! (MUST) Frankly speaking,i can’t wait own a notebook myself!
dream
What a dream!
I think this the first dream i had this year,which was so clear. I even remembered the stranger face. and it was VERY clear. I even know he studied at NTU. How hilarious is that! HAHAHAHA
It happened at sourmilk,i have no idea why my mum was there waiting for me to finish work. The best part is i have no idea why the aunty which sells 菜饭with an uncle at old jvs will know my name and she works at sourmilk. (super ridiculous) So we started talking and i don’t know why we are having a meal together and theres tables! and so..the guy wanted to befriend with me and so. what a dream! i think i watched too much drama.
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and HORRAY! Movie date with girls later. till then! ♥
not a good day-
I do consider myself in the ”average-patience level” which everyone has a different one. I suppose everyone is familiar with ”don’t test my patience,it has a limit”
Work today at Sourmilk was consider awesome,cause i was scheduled to work with my lovely,jiesi. But at the end of the day,everything just went like…shit?
dear boss,i hope that you feel blessed and FREAKING lucky to still able to employ US such AWESOME ladies which are willing to work at your yoghurt store with such low pay of $5/hr. No commision. NO CPF. NOTHING AT ALL. and here you are,demanding so much from us. You’re getting a little overboard. AND PLEASE. You’re my BOSS. I don’t think your business requires HIGH ACADAMIC LEVELS? Do you need a Dr to be your employee working $5/hr for you? (shityou)
So,YOU being a uni graduate. you feel proud? so what if you’re a uni graduate? You’re superb in everything? and please,don’t use the indirect way to insult people. It doesn’t mean that people who takes art as their subject will be poor in calculation/math. don’t look down on people unless you’re perfect. and let me tell you,nobody in this world is perfect.
Mind you. I didn’t take art as my subject. and im not that poor in math. please do not insult me. and give me some pride and respect. however,you don’t deserve all these from me. cause i find you ill-mannered.
thankgod. ive got this little space to rant my nonsense. shall hope tml will be a better day
p/s: craving for ba kut teh!!! heehee
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