whatever
I have a mixed feeling which i couldn’t describe it using words. How i wish im a genius where im able to do well in everything. And studies wouldnt be a problem for me,maybe a piece of shit. I have so many doubts for chinese this few days,which i don’t know why. sometimes i wonder why people are able to do it,why can’t i?
Gona sit for chinese tml,i shall just treat it as a revision paper and finish it off my 2009 major exams. It’ll be my last paper this year. I told myself,”whatever it is,come’on wanying! Just do it. ”
alright,off to search goggles for my sis and dodge myself with chinese.
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I need MONEY! Why can’t they just drop from the sky? -.-
2days work week
im currently very tired,but i dont feel like sleeping. I had work till 12 last night and being forced by my stupid alarm clock for chinese class @ 8am. How nize is that? Couldn’t really concentrate on doing the second mock paper,so i left 1question blank. (dumb face)
im going crazy right now,cause i don’t know why im only scheduled to work for two days this week. Im not desperate in working,but except for work to keep me company i have nothing else to do. I rather stay busy outside than staying at home facing the four walls. pffft!
wish me all the best in surviving for the next few days.
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and looking at my calendar just now,i realise that there is gona be lots of upcoming events. Im so excited! 
But i suppose Olevel chinese paper will be the first to arrive? Super nice i know.
till then.
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I went to work alone yesterday. And i was so scared that i might get lost at the working place. I only know how to check in from the security check point>collect uniform>go toilet. And guess what,i was so nervous yesterday that i even went to the boys toilet. luckily there was a guy behind me,stopping me from going in. So embarrassing la! And thank goodness,i met some of the girls working at the banquet. They were quite kind and even offer to wait and bring me to the canteen>ballroom. Cause im new,can’t blame. haha But i didn’t know,you can actually come earlier to have your meal at the canteen before reporting to ballroom at 5.30.So,the whole of yesterday i only had a packet of rice in the morning. Tok kong right?
I told my partner about it,he was so shocked and gave me that U’re-still-alive face. Everything was pretty alright,just that i kept having mind-block? (is there such things?) Okay,whatever. I think most of the problem lies with the meal.
I guess im the youngest in the banquet group. Because the others all look older than me? HAHAHA And one of the captain called shawn? I have no idea why he likes laughing at me when i was about to trip over a wire. Funny right? But overall,all of them kinda take care of me. And teach me alot of things. So it’s quite fun though
ohya! I saw hisyam and lerchen yesterday at canteen! You know,sometimes seeing someone you know really feels good 
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I got this from facebook. My best dance-mate + good friend! Shall hope to see her soon right after her Olevels. JIAYOU POH!
Yet,another rainy day.
Im always looking forward to holidays when im having school. Now,when im having holidays,i want school. ITS TOO BORING!
Waking up in the morning >brunch with dad>stay home. im having this kind of routine everyday! No life isn’t it? And i hate staying at home facing the four walls. i wish i could work now. although it’ll be tiring,but better than staying at home plus no money coming in. (insert dumb face)
I had a nightmare yesterday night. I dream that i failed my Nlvl physics and i couldnt be promoted to sec5. MY GOD. It was so real,that i thought it really happened. Until i woke up,i realise it’s a dream. It was so weird to have this kind of dream at such timing. When results are going to be out on starting dec. i think my brain is crazy.
Shall get ready to grandma house then..chicken soup,here i come! :D (yumyum)
p/s I don’t know her well,but by hearing what you did. As outsider,i feel like smacking your head on the wall. Get a life!
bye nightmares!
Its over!
Im done with my major exam this year. Should i be happy or not? I don’t know. All i know is that,one of my biggest burden is down. Time to relax and enjoy! I guess that is what everyone gets when exams are over. hah. Shall look for jobs this few days,shant waste the holiday that is granted to us.
Right,when for a gathering+’Ns over’ celebration with class after my f&n paper yesterday. Seoul garden! Not all are here,but it’s still fun! I don’t know when am i going to see them again. I guess ill miss my classmates. Although,they’re annoying at times. But they’re really great people
p/s: Jiayous to those that are left with POA paper on monday! All the best! Last paper,and it’ll be over! Chiong!
:)
Had chemistry mock paper again. Its the 3rd or 4th time we’re doing chem mock paper. But i know,its for our own good. More practice,the better
Its thursday,half of the week is gone again. Im so happy because weekends are coming! But on the other hand,Nlevels is 1day nearer. So there’s nothing to be happy about. (insert dumb face)
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24 September 2009/
ill remember this date every year. Because its baoyi’s birthday! (cousin)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST!
All the best on everything you do alright. Pardon me for the super-advance birthday celebration i have with you that day.Cause i know exams are really around the corner,have to be considerate right? Must think for you and me. I hope you understand. Jiayou for the up-coming Olevels alright! GAMBATATE! i will jiayou too! mine is just…1week and 3days away? 
we shall meetup soon! Enjoy your special day.
♥love-
blar-
Today,i have no idea why i had an indescriable feeling after having a talk with priscilla and jiesi. (chit-chat)It has been so long since i had spent time with them talking about random stuffs,laughing like mad woman,sharing opinions and thinking. Maybe because we’re in different class,thats why. I feel good in between them today,compared to other days.
sometimes..maybe Communication is the thing.
MUGHARD!
I asked jingqi,whether she’s scared for her major exams during her time. She told me something which makes alot of sense to me. And im actually not that nervous anymore.
She said:” A little nervous is normal. But there’s nothing to be scared/afraid of. Because you have already studied for your exams. Not that You didn’t study at all and went to sit for your exams. So why scared? Be confident,and apply what you have revised and studied. Do your best! ”
I don’t know why,i find it very true. And i actually remembered everything she said. I’ll just hope i can do that to all the memorising subjects. HAH. Maybe i try to make everything make sense,so i can remember. (insert dumb face) Maybe everybody already know this fact except me. Pardon me then! I know im slow
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GCE ‘N’ LEVELS.
i really can’t believe that im sitting for this exam next week. Its reallyreally very fast!
GAAAAA! I’ve got a feeling that im falling sick. My throat isn’t kind to me. Just let me pull through that 2days of next week. It’ll be over soon.
MUG HARD PEEPS! GAMBATATE!
p/s: Okay.i think i should eat double amt of rasins i eat normally. Food for brain! So maybe i can have my brain cells turn clever. (self-slap)
