18.4.11

School officially starts on monday-18april. And im being told to report punctually to school at 9am.

I have no idea why,ive started to have mixed feeling. Yes,im still excited for the start of school life because i have ‘stopped’ studying for a period of time ever since Os ended. My brain cells are all frozen now,i have no idea whether they are still working not. I hope yes,and i suppose i need them to be as active as they can be. Time to start groping down tubs of raisins. OH! Talking about raisins,i just had them today with yoghurt today! Cause i haven’t had them for so long! Was craving for it. hurhur.

On the other hand,im feel so insecure and lack of assurance. I have no idea whats gonna happen on monday. And up to this point i know NONE of my coursemates. It’s totally like being thrown to a remote,unfamiliar place where everyone around you are strangers. Im trying to stay as strong as i could,and praying that i would meet nice people there. I really wish it would be like that.

With the official start of school,as for me,everyone is being separated to a different place,goals to achieve and paths to walk in life. I will reallyreally miss my classmates. And not forgetting my ladies. I hope school work doesn’t suffocated us till the extend that we’ll lose contact. Im sure,we’ll still keep in contact. Just that we’re not seeing each other that often anymore. I wish them all the best,and they will really be missed by me. Hearts all of them. XOXO.

 

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